....Its All About ME....

Happy Birthday mami~

It happened to me again...I was so depressed today...the morning I was still fine...then at night my head felt so heavy...I couldn't do anything at all...I thought all this while, I can handle my stress easily but I was wrong...I think I get depression for some times already...

My friends say I look pretty normal at school, always with a smile on my face:)...however they don't realise that sometimes I suffer from mood swings....I think only a fews of my friends know about it...there's not much things I could do really, today I decided to find someone chat....but I not really sure who to look for...will they think I'm annoy, weird or crazy? Fortunately ah yang and mimihuhu are there for me...

At this moment, I feel like want to cry very much...but I just don't have enough energy to do it....feel silly too...I need to sort this out asap...can't afford to waste my precious time on this...Always stay with me God! I need strength...

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Today is my first exam day...I was rather dissapointed...Why? Because I didn't put much effort in it...serve me right...What I've done these fews day was wasting time, daydreaming, looking in the mirror and vain...sigh...

Something is bothering me...Why would I let this thing occupied my mind...Its so worthless...but I just couldn't stop thinking about it...Perhaps what my physics tutor said was right...there is always attraction between opposite pole!

October almost come to end...this month past so fast...and soon 2010 will arrive...

2009?

In the mood of updating my lonely blog, hope that the mood can stay longer...
The As results were out today...however, we could actually get our result via sms 2 days ago. Each sms will cost $3 not very worthwhile. Most of my friends knew their result via sm. Actually i decided to wait until the results were shown in public, but I just couldn't wait anymore...so last night i registered...after i knew my result, $3 didn't matter anymore.

Yerterday i went to miri to find my close friend pai nian. However, her grandpa past away half a year ago, in tradition her family shouldn't have any celebration in a year, so she took me out to new parkson! We haven't meet for ard a year. She somewhat changed in certain area. Maybe because she's taking mas com she became more polite and friendly even to strangers! Hanging ard with her for a day, all i could heard is 20 thankyou. But one thing she doesn't change is she get upset everytime her long silky hair get cut more than 5 inches!
We chat about being single and available or single but unavailable. Single n available means that person has no crush whereas single but unavailable means that person has a crush but not yet attach.
Well, for me i'm single but secretly admired sum1 lo...guess that person won't find out 4ever...
On the way, we past through a landslide. It was quite severed. Hopefully there is no victim...Just to remind, if any1 is going 2 miri don't use the main road infront of the Grand palace hotel, the area is not very stable yet.
Going to be very busy this year. Hopefully still have time to update my bloggg.
Zzz...
I've been gniyrc...moody...