my life is inspiration

Keep Going

2009-11-02T07:30:00.000-08:00

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When cares are pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many a fellow turns about,
When he might have won, had he stuck it out.
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

If Tomorrow Starts Without ME

2009-10-29T11:21:00.000-07:00

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you.
"Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day is the same way,
There's no longing for the past.

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart "

....Its All About ME....

2009-10-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday mami~

It happened to me again...I was so depressed today...the morning I was still fine...then at night my head felt so heavy...I couldn't do anything at all...I thought all this while, I can handle my stress easily but I was wrong...I think I get depression for some times already...

My friends say I look pretty normal at school, always with a smile on my face:)...however they don't realise that sometimes I suffer from mood swings....I think only a fews of my friends know about it...there's not much things I could do really, today I decided to find someone chat....but I not really sure who to look for...will they think I'm annoy, weird or crazy? Fortunately ah yang and mimihuhu are there for me...

At this moment, I feel like want to cry very much...but I just don't have enough energy to do it....feel silly too...I need to sort this out asap...can't afford to waste my precious time on this...Always stay with me God! I need strength...

Wordless

2009-10-28T04:41:00.000-07:00

Today is my first exam day...I was rather dissapointed...Why? Because I didn't put much effort in it...serve me right...What I've done these fews day was wasting time, daydreaming, looking in the mirror and vain...sigh...

Something is bothering me...Why would I let this thing occupied my mind...Its so worthless...but I just couldn't stop thinking about it...Perhaps what my physics tutor said was right...there is always attraction between opposite pole!

October almost come to end...this month past so fast...and soon 2010 will arrive...

Riddle solved

2009-10-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

After all the sweet talks and everythings...I found out it wasn't sincere...I felt so stupid...I was being used...Why I didn't notice ealier...clever, tricky, dangerous man...Luckily I realised soon...haven't fall into the trap...

My L~ friends~!~!~!

2009-09-01T03:08:00.000-07:00

one my L friends is leaving today....so so sad...that I can't send her today T____T...sorry....hope you don't mind...you'll always on my mind~!~!~! MIMI HUHU~!~! Be a good girl~!~! Move your body, "I DON'T CARE~E~E~E~E~E~"!

I really had a lot of funs when you and wen are around~!~! Won't forget this thousandsss, BEst, niceST momoriessss we spent together~!~!~! I'LL TREASURE IT~~

LENG LOI~!~!~!

MY 2 CRYIN BABIESSS~~~~

WHEN YOU COME BACK WE DO MANICURE AGAIN~!~!~!

GOGOGO!! MIMI HUHU~!~! GOOD LUCK IN YOUR A LEVEL~!~! A*A*A*!!!

DON'T CRY TOO MUCH O...LATER EYES SWOLLEN~ HUGGIESS~!~!~!

~~KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE~~

~~WILL MISS YOU~~

~~SAYONARA~~

~~CHOI KIN~~

Untitled

2009-08-15T05:03:00.000-07:00

JUz realised that guys cant stand alone...dats y they constantly need gals company...any gals will do i guess....eventhough that guys r in a relationship...dats y i guess guys cant survive long-distance relationship n widowed guys wont stand alone dat long....those guys r so weak...

I think gals r better to cope with loneliness...at least when they broke a relationship they din attach dat soon as compare to guyS, duh...

In addition to dat, i wonder y guys oweys do sweet talk...din they noe its a crime...it is an act of stealing a gal's heart...they shud hav be more responsible...gals heart r longing 4 it.....which oso means the gals heart will become addicted to the sweetness...then it will be too hard 4 it to withdraw...

...gals r constantly searching 4 true love...but guys cant stand loneliness n need companionS...i wonder how a couple will fulfill each other needs n wants...it must be very tough...i juz hope dat experiances and any obstacles will make the relationship stronger....reli..

Too Close To The Sun (David Usher)

2009-07-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

Too Close To The Sun"

High above your atmosphere
Do they all still cheer for who they think we are
And once more past the sun again
Feelings sinking in I think we've gone to far

And why did you fly did you burn
Can't you learn from my mistakes
I have made them so I know

Bored just one more cup of tea
All the stars and me they'll teach me how to shine
'Cause life it's so much colder here
I'll absorb your fears and bury them inside

And why did you fly did you burn
Can't you learn from my mistakes
I have made them so I know

You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun

Things we found so lovely
Turn so ugly
I've grown nakeder day by day
It's quite disarming I find it alarming
When everybody's listening

Why did you fly did you burn
Can't you learn from what weve learned
I can't see you anymore

You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun
You're too close to the sun

GLOOMY DAYS~~

2009-07-22T04:05:00.000-07:00

Friends are nice....they make you laugh, accompany you everywhere and are there when you need them! Sometimes they can do somethings unexpected which hurt a bit...but friends are still friends...They influence and inspire me a lot! That's what make me a better person! I guess~

I told almost everythings to them and try to seek advices from them. However, sometimes I feel one friend alone will not provide the right solution for the problems...In the end, I am the one who will make the final judgement...so hard...

I don't think others can help me this time...its so tragic...I don't know why this is happening to me...perhaps its one of the life's assessment...My heart have been locked for 5 years. Someone unlocked it at the wrong time...and not suppose to do that...I'm so guilty!! My gosh!

what life is this?

2009-07-15T01:01:00.000-07:00

Love? I still remember my middle-aged English tutor said that he already married twice and still don't know exactly what is Love.

Neither do i understand 'in a relationship' ...for me its like 'ok...sweet...'
Everyday there is heart-broken...I often wonder why some people in a relationship still wanna woo someone else. Its so outrageous...i always avoid such people in my life. But sometimes they happened to be my good friends...Why can't they be more loyal their gf/bf...so sick...

MOVIE-day

2009-06-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

'ANGEL AND DEMON' finally got the chance to watch it!!

I watched it with my family last Thursday...At first was a bit confusing due to lack of eng subtitle...the movie's plot was so-so, but the scenes was shot around the Italy and they actually did the shot in many churches, some of the churches are creepy, old and abandoned! So, still worth to watch...lol. That's about the movie.

I booked the tickets via phone. The person in charge was totally weird, by asking very weird questions like 'how old are you?' and 'Do you have a boyfriend?' So piss off asking like that. He even asked for my hp no. I really dislike when stranger keep asking for my hp no., as if they want to stalk me...GET LOST!!

Looking forward to watch another movie(BLOOD) with my friends!

I think human is still a very complicated organism ever exist

2009-06-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

If you happen to go stadium to have a jog, you will see that most people walk anticlockwise instead of clockwise.

This tells that why some people tend to do thing against the laws.

...

In the exam mood. Feel like want to blog while still in this mood before it's gone.

For me,

Physics = misleading (quite true)
Chemistry = icing on the cake (no logic)
Biology = never ending story (weird)

If We Hold on Together (The Land Before Time)

2009-05-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

Fairness in society

2009-05-04T06:33:00.000-07:00

All of us must have aware the imbalance in our world. Lets us refer to the neediest in our world like in Africa. Eventhough our world is developing and modernised, the situation still exist today. Those "more than enough" people keep wasting whatever is surplus to them such as foods. While nothing is done to fulfill the need of the neediest. If all people think that their lives is important, what make some people think that others lives are not important as themselves? Most people just speak and think about it but no action!

In my part of the world, where education is apparent, honours were often given to those who excel in academic and lots of competition are organised, intending to choose the best from the bests. Those with good academic will forsee a bright future ahead. Aren't this just for individual's sake. Our world don't need a pro user of english. Does that help to balance the world? Or make the world a better place to live? They have ample time in improving sentences and finding vocabs, why don't they reach out for the poors? Teenagers, including me, are more than able to do something to solve the world's crisis. Spending awful lots of time in school will not always lead to a better outcomes. Most important is self-awareness and justifications. If people stop thinking selfishly, and spare some thought for the rest, i'm sure the world would become a better place to live.

Brown Eyes (Lady GaGa)

2009-04-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

In your brown eyes, I walked away
In your brown eyes, I couldn't stay
In your brown eyes, you watch her go
Then turn the record on
And wonder what went wrong (what went wrong)

If everything was everything, but everything is over
Everything could be everything, if only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you,
and your brown eyes

In your brown eyes, I was feeling low
Cause the brown eyes, and you'll never know
Got some brown eyes, but I saw her face
I knew that it was wrong, so baby
Turn the record on, play that song

Where everything was everything, but everything is over
Everything could be everything, if only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you,
and your brown eyes

Everything was everything, but baby its the last show
Everything could be everything, but its time to say goodbye
So, get your last fix and your last hit
Grab your old, go with the new trix

Its no surprise that I got lost in your brown eyes
In your brown eyes.. Brown eyes

The following is also something to ponder

2009-04-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness...you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.

If you have never experianced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation...you are ahead of 500 million people in the world.

If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep...you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, spare change in a dish somewhere...you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If your parents are still alive and married...you are very RARE, even in the United States and Canada.

Something to ponder

2009-04-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

If we could shrink the earth's population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it would look something like the following:

There would be:
57 Asians
21 Europeans
14 from the Western Hemisphere, both north and south
8 Africans

52 would be female
48 would be male

70 would be non-white
30 would be white

70 would be non-christian
30 would be christian

89 would be heterosexual
11 would be homosexual

6 people would possess 59% of the entire worls's wealth and all 6 would be from the United States

80 would live in substandard housing
70 would be unable to read
50 would suffer from malnutrition
1 would be near death; 1 would be near birth
1 would have a college education (yes, only 1)
1 would own a computer

When one considers our world from such a compressed perspective, the need for acceptance, understanding and education becomes glaringly apparent.

dilema life

2009-04-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

Luck vs hard work

Love vs trust

Money vs health

Experiances vs age

Enemy vs yourself

Beautiful vs kindness

Nature vs technology

Truth vs white lies

Sex vs sanity

Time vs memory

Lazy vs excuse

Hopes vs destiny

Desire vs obligations

Critisms vs improvement

Anger vs patient

Selfish vs timid

Sarcastic vs loser

Happy vs simple (from mum)

self-esteem

2009-03-19T16:08:00.000-07:00

When we talk about children, we also talk about their future. In order to prepare for them to face the world, they must have enough self-esteem so that they won't easily get influence by the people.

A child with low self-esteem not only will easily influence by others but also afraid to risk trying new things, quickly frustrated by setbacks, and blames others for failure. Worst of all, s/he would feel unloved.

To parents, a good way to help their child feel confident about her/his abilities is to ask them to help you with chores around the house such as prepare a simple meal or take care of a pet. S/he will have a sense of accomplishment. Along the way, encourage her/him by giving honest praise and avoid criticism.

Lastly, parents should always communicate with their child. Stop and listen whenever s/he has sth to say and let him know his feelings and thoughts matter. Always support them as a child's self-esteem develops as s/he grows and nurture it as much as possible, so that s/he may grow up strong, happy and healthy.

(P.S. the children) protect and save the children

march~ the month for marching

2009-03-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

Even though exams were finished and holidays are approaching, there is no time for rest. As is coming soon too!

how naive am i...

2009-02-24T04:57:00.000-08:00

i just realized something...the world can be very cruel even though when you less expected it.

In my gp class today, we did a data which was about 3 different types of dismissal letter . We were asked to choose one and give reasoning.

Draft 1 was out because it is informal. Between draft 2 and draft 3, draft 2 is more friendly and considerate. Whereas draft 3 is so detailed that at the end of the employeè's name wrote down (male)! It also included a list of complaints about the employee.

Around 80% of my class chose draft 3. Maybe because i'm a sensitive person, if i was given the letter, i will definitely get irritate...

the feelings come back to me again!

2009-02-20T07:11:00.000-08:00

i'm not sure whether i should post this...but i really want to say it out...i can't keep to myself anymore...

I thought the guy that i always dream of would not appear in my life. However, he appeared without noticing...i got this mixed feeling...

And the rest is mystery...

to those who constantly feel unsecure and threatened due to stressful situation

2009-02-12T07:10:00.000-08:00

living in this era is really challenging and not that simple anymore. Its no more merely go to the jungle, hunting to get food to survive on the earth. We are constantly confront problems which sometimes seems like impossible to solve...this lead to stressful condition. We become frustuating, hate ourselves and start to blame things...what a sad thing to hear...

It happens in our society. However, we didn't realise that our family members also get the impact which is why many children couldn't get personal peace when their parents are in such condition and vice-versa. Many sad and unfortunate things can happen for extreme case...

Communicating is necessary but sometimes cannot achieve in such situation. Such people should get personal counselling, telling them that things such as money is man creation. Our ancestors don't need them for survive. Instead we should always remind ourselves the real reasons behind for our existance in this world. We as part of the earth-which will eventually return back to land as soil, should be aware with the environmet and appreciate the nature instead of clogging our minds with present problems due to hectic lifestyle.

natural disaster

2009-02-10T03:37:00.000-08:00

why is there a natural disaster?

My friend told me that that it is a punishment to mankind as they did too much sins. Its quite true though...Eventhough you are rich, there is no way you can escape when natural hazard struck you...

Why mankind always make sins?
Maybe due to selfishness and authority. Does this really matter? When confronting haphazard, we are nothing but a victim of it in the end...

2009?

2009-01-31T02:34:00.000-08:00

In the mood of updating my lonely blog, hope that the mood can stay longer...
The As results were out today...however, we could actually get our result via sms 2 days ago. Each sms will cost $3 not very worthwhile. Most of my friends knew their result via sm. Actually i decided to wait until the results were shown in public, but I just couldn't wait anymore...so last night i registered...after i knew my result, $3 didn't matter anymore.

Yerterday i went to miri to find my close friend pai nian. However, her grandpa past away half a year ago, in tradition her family shouldn't have any celebration in a year, so she took me out to new parkson! We haven't meet for ard a year. She somewhat changed in certain area. Maybe because she's taking mas com she became more polite and friendly even to strangers! Hanging ard with her for a day, all i could heard is 20 thankyou. But one thing she doesn't change is she get upset everytime her long silky hair get cut more than 5 inches!
We chat about being single and available or single but unavailable. Single n available means that person has no crush whereas single but unavailable means that person has a crush but not yet attach.
Well, for me i'm single but secretly admired sum1 lo...guess that person won't find out 4ever...
On the way, we past through a landslide. It was quite severed. Hopefully there is no victim...Just to remind, if any1 is going 2 miri don't use the main road infront of the Grand palace hotel, the area is not very stable yet.
Going to be very busy this year. Hopefully still have time to update my bloggg.
Zzz...
I've been gniyrc...moody...

dafang n cunnie, still remember this?

2009-01-26T05:00:00.000-08:00

Found this inside my mum's mobile. Still remember where is it? Em~kimchi~
Btw, wan shi ru yi 2 u all!

Psychology of man and woman

2008-11-26T23:46:00.000-08:00

Do you know men never forget their first love.

But for a woman, there is no nutritional value. Whether their 1st man or the second, there is nothing. The finally man is the all for the woman.

Once my teacher told me that LOVE is not exist...instead she told us that the so-called love is actually CARING which exist between the couple...so she advised us the inexperianced don't always agree to do everythings the other partner requested which can harm or hurt ourself, even when they are forceful. If they really love you, they won't hurt or force you. Instead, they should understand and accept us. This is where caring exist...With understanding and acceptance, happiness will eventually come in...

This book is fun to read and got a lot of informations that guys or gals should know about:

Finally I could have peace..

2008-11-22T20:08:00.000-08:00

Last Friday was the end of my As(physics & maths). For the upper six students, the papers were the end of their A levels but for me, it's just only the beginning of my A level...I have no comment regarding the papers. What I can said is that I got to study hard again next year.

Many of my friends' birthday fall on this month. On that particular day ecspecially at Candy's house, I realized one thing. A fews years back ago, there were normally 6 of us. In this year, one of us is somewhere else. She is Chia Yi...Without her present somewhat didn't feel right. Whenever she's with us, she was always the one who giggling the most.

There were a lots of setbacks on this month...This month is totally draining my spirit and restlessness. Furthermore, I was so frustrated as there was nothing I could have done to speak for myself...

A day at Yy

2008-11-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

The eNd of me?

It happened when I was about to clean the toilet. At the edge of the bathtub was a bucket of detergent. It had been there for couple of days. Aiya... the same lame reason...lazy bug...Then, I accidently hit the bucket. The liquid splashed out everywhere and entered one of my eye...Ouch! My eye hurt so bad that I thought I was going blind...Immediately, I sprayed water into my eye as much as I could...When I tried to open my eye, it hurt badly...Luckily, my eye can see again!...Myb i was a bit exagerating here.

TODAY is a special day....well it becoz --->HAPI BIRTHDAY MY CUNNIE - CUTE +FUNNY

Just like mimihuhu said, dun be mature 1st, CHILDISH rockzz!!

my 18th birthday!

2008-10-22T02:52:00.000-07:00

I have been away for a while because exam is ard the corner and I have been written sth in my personal journal due to some private thingys...Most importantly, someone special had motivated me to write today-Thanks to mimihuhu again..huahua...

how does everyone of you celebrate your birthday? Buying cake? Planning a big party? For me I find all of this unnecessary. Party is tiring. Cake is so common. Its only one day btw.

19th oct is my birthday, however, my 18th birthday is the most meaningful one so far...

In the past, I would get frustrated if I didn't get a cake for every of my birthday. Seeing me upset, my aunt came before me and started telling me the truth behind birthday which I never thought before. She said on the day we are borned to the spectacular world, at the same time, our mother also going through all the labour pain...which is very true...so, she said we are supposed to show our appreciation to our beloved mother instead of just enjoying ourself...

Altho this year, my birthday was happened to come in btw the exam, still it worth reminisce...my birthday happened to be on Sunday, so my mum brought me to church that morning...on the way, I read a msg which I received from my best friend Cecilia at 12.00am...we haven't meet for some times already. I also received many greetings from my friends which haven't contact for quite some time. I don't reli mind if I don't get a cake on my birthday-altho my parents said they want to buy me one but I kept insisting that I didn't need one...

Thanks Cunnie for the present!! I'm lovin it!! I'll keep it properly because I know you have spent a lot of time looking for it...and the best of all is mimihuhu's nice, pleasant, touching greetings...I'm so glad that someone is actually appreciating me...reli...my heart is looking for mimihuhu in uk...XD

Poor Babies

2008-09-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

Recently, milk poisoning fall upon the poor babies mainly in China....and over 6000 babies caught the poisons, resulting in some suffered from kidney failures and even death...

The cause of the poisoning is due to the present of melamine, a chemical that used in plastic manufacturings which make the protein contents appears higher. Those people are inhumanity. How can they did such a thing just to make the milk more marketable!

A sense of purpose

2008-09-09T19:27:00.000-07:00

My mum was away for 5 days at Penang to attend my cousin's wedding, so during this period I had to look after the house. The 1st fews day was still ok but then I felt I can't cope with this anymore...feel so stress plus my dad always direct me to do this and that...sigh...

Last night, I was in the mood of fulfilling my duty, and so I prepared a dinner. Since my dad is carnivourous, I had no choice but to include meaty. I was searching in my freezer and discovered this fish-head which I thought it was fish-tail in the 1st place becoz it was covered in alum. foiled.

So, last night dinner consisted of;

hot and sour soup (instant one)

a veg (dunno the name)

a fish-head (they finished it. So, I could presumed its quite tasty.)

This was the 1st time I handled a fish, I don't even dare to touch it. Using plastic, I washed the fish inside and out...I felt nausea when I looked at the blood and all the internal organs...

The cooking part is quite simple and easy.

Firstly, I marinated the fish using "kunyit", soy sauce and sesame oil which my mum always do.

Afterthat, I fried the fish in a non-stick pan for about 7-8 min until the fish become golden crust. Then, I baked the fish for 20 min at 180 degree celcius...I followed this method in food channel...Tho, the duration may be inaccurate...I think the fish is cooked by then...XD

Feedback;

Although the process is hard but the result is worthwhile. I felt like never before maybe because of this new sense of purpose. I was thinking to become a cook in the future...:P

Doing sth that we scare wasn't that bad afterall...You might discover a new sense of purpose in the end! XD

EVERYONE...SHOUT OUT!!

2008-09-07T05:05:00.000-07:00

Before I proceed any futher, I would like to thank my friends for their keen interest in my blogging-thanks for the comments...so sweet^^

There's something buried inside me that want to share with you all...It often happens in our societies yet it seems no end to it...though it never to me but it is so helpless...

Everytimes you read a newspaper, there will be somethings like rapes, sexual abuse, etc.
These traumas often occurs on the innocent and helpless people such as children...What's even worst is that it happens in the members of a family which is known as incest...The victim often suffer persistently abuse and they have no one to turn to as they carrying the obligations...until they are old enough to find out it was a threat...For the quiet and magnanimous, they usually cover the whole things to save their family...

What about the other member of the family? Everyone must responsible for what they have done...

I think I will never understand the victims's feelings...how they carry on their lives after the tragedies..

Those BEAST...GO AND DO IT WITH AN ANIMAL NOT HUMAN BEING...WE ARE STIIL SANE ENOUGH...

mimihuhu da fang plus

2008-08-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

~friendship is more important than money

this post is dedicated to chia yi (:da fang:)~the generous

i just came back from airport and i feel like i have sth very important need to be delivered to you...i have read your blog and it was the most amazing blog ever...i'm very happy that you are looking forward to see me update my blog...you are really the most amazing friend ever...thankyou...and thanks for the fries which i'm eating now...it's delicious...

i still remember the 1st time i saw you in form 2, i can't get my eyes off you...because you are gorgeous eventhough you were wearing "tudung" at that time...you have nice skin and wonderful smile-don't quite remember becoz u haven got braces dat time...

when everyone seems to avoid me, that time you defensed me when i got mocked by one of your closest friend-at least you let me know there's still someone sympathized on me...you are such a caring person...

but the following year, we were in the different class...so, not much contact...not until this year...

i was happy because we shared the same chemistry block...we played, we laughed, we concentrating, we write faster as miss tan speed up...and we also had a lot of fun during the practicals^^

without you, it didn't seem right at all...

da fang~ soriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...i broke my promises...my mum couldn't take us to miri becoz she felt the responsibility is too big. so, when you come back, we go again by ourselves...^.^v

to compensate for this, i have decided to buy u a prom dress...don't ever reject o...but then, not enough time le.....only until u come back, then we go shop 2gether ya!! sometime in the june rite!! count down ------>10 months to go..

although nth to give u...

i do have some useful advices for u;

stay sharper
stay shine

stay smart
stay happy go lucky
stay cool
stay here...wahahaha

just like i said, my shadow is always looking after u...coz i'm going to miss you most of the time...hit me back o!! dun be selfish o...huahuahua...love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

PLUS ++

da fang

xoxo

G*A*M*B*A*T*E*K

's~a~y~o~n~a~r~a'

star = good omen

2008-07-16T00:40:00.000-07:00

My granny used to tell me that whenever you see stars in the sky, that's mean you are lucky...

I don't understand at first...but then it may be true...How many of you stare at the sky during night? Even so, not every night the sky is full of star.

So, everytime you see stars during night, it might as well means that you are in happy mood that moment...

the meaning of so-called 'life'

2008-07-15T04:28:00.000-07:00

In my opinion...life is something extraordinary, just some people don't seems to realise that...

The average human's life span is around 70 years...and it isn't a very long period...but fews people know about it...

The reason I take this topic as my first 'blog-writing' is because everyone who created blog mostly has the intention of telling what they are doing all the whiles in their lives...

I also never thought that I created this blog at one of my closest friend's house(cunnie)...
Well, I created it for some reasons- I got inspiration from someone I have crushed on recently-he claimed that blogging can have benefits for people who is suffering from inmsonia..